FB Status as Single

Today, I noticed my ex’s FB status on the Info section is labeled as single. It hurts to see that.

Despite breaking up, we still haven’t talked about it face to face. Until then, I have that little bit of hope that things can get better. It has been about a month since I last saw her in person. She said she wanted space. Optimistically, I want to think that’s all the time she needs. Realistically, I think it is really over. And if it is over, I worry about her college future. She has always relied on me. Can she handle it alone? For me, I will be lonely without her. I will have to find new friends to hang out with, but it won’t be the same.

According to my parents, it more important to get a good education and then a good job. With a successful career, you can easily find any girl you would like. I find the last statement to be false. Not only would I be old, at least 25, but there is significantly less opportunity to meet girls. Fine, then I will make opportunities to meet girls. At work? Mostly old guys with very few Asian girls. The club, not unless you want the relationship to be short and superficial. Taiwanese organizations? There aren’t any young people in it and young people do not really want to join anyway. Any suggestions?